Jumat, 19 Maret 2010

I'm Back

kemaren neng masak bubur sum-sum buat pecah roti. neng ngebuatnya bareng Meland ma Jenez. Hasilnya mantabz, dapet nilai 70 dari Pa Harry. lumayan.
jadinya neng udah bisa ngebuat 2 resep makanan yaitu bubur sum-sum ma roti.
Ntar Sabtu mw ke rumahnya Ka Eva lagi buat belajar masak lagi. I like doing this *berlogat Farah Quin*.
Kemaren neng ikutan pecah roti walopun sebelomnya berpikiran buruk bakal ditolak ama mereka, cz neng bukan lagi dari gereja yang sama jadi bisa aja neng menghasut setiap orang, but kemaren disuruh ngeluarin unek-unek ya wesss neng keluarin deh unek-unek neng. yang laennya juga kaya gitu,
sebelom neng ditanya, orang2 yang ngeluarin unk-uneknya pada nangis sambil cerita dan neng bilang ke dirir neng klo neng ga bakal nangis eh taunya nangis juga.
Pas naikin pujian, penyembahan, berlutut, tersungkur, hal2 kecil yang ngebuat neng feel like home gitu. neng ngerasain lagi atmosphere yang dulu dan itu sedikit nyembuhin rasa kangen neng.

Neng ga suka pas Ka Henny bilang Tuhan mah nerima setiap jiwa yang mau kembali lagi pada-Nya...Hallooooow, di gereja neng yang sekarang juga ada Tuhan kali.
Tapi ya udahlah neng ga terlalu memikirkan itu yang jelas langkah neng yang pertama ini ngebuat neng semakin deket ama salah satu dari resolusi neng tahun ini yaitu ngejalin hubungan bareng anak gereja lama lagi dan nganggep ka Henny dan sepupu neng yang lain adalah sepupu bukan seorang yang berasal dari gereja yang pernah neng benci tapi kangenin.

Neng emang udah ga mikirin tentang gereja itu tapi neng masih belom berani untuk dateng ikut kebaktian hari minggu.

Senin, 01 Maret 2010

Mountain




All these dreams and all these plans,
I built them all with these two hands,
Everything I've realized my dreams.

The city lights shine down and they blind me sometimes,
But through it all I was lost but I found my way

So tell me what you want 'cause I would give you anything,
Tell me what you need and I'll go get it.
I'd give up all these dreams to have you in my arms right now,
I'd give up everything and I'd forget it.

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came to me.
All my life's been wasted,
Chasing shallow dreams.

So here we are,
Let me lift you up and show you this world over me,
And all these things what I've gained and what I've seen,
It can't compare to the love that you could give to me.

So tell me what you want 'cause I would give you anything,
Tell me what you need and I'll go get it.
I'd give up all these dreams to have you in my arms right now,
I'd give up everything and I'd forget it.

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came to me.
All my life's been wasted,
Chasing shallow dreams.

Years go by
And nothing's slowing down the time
Years go by
And then they're wasted.
All this time
I thought that I gained everything,
If you're not mine
I'm so empty.

I wasn't on a mountain
When it came, when it came to me.
All my life's been wasted,
Chasing shallow dreams.

So please come back to me, I'm right here waiting
So please come back to me now...

The World is Black-GC



Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen

Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?

We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening

Carger

Hari Rabu, carger ilang so hape neng dari hari kamis ampe minggu pagi ga bisa idup dan beberapa temen neng mulai kuatir takut ada apa2 sama neng apalagi ci ii. hehe Akhirnya hari ini Uwokz ngasih carger buat neng. Baguslah
Tadi Quiz PPN dan dosennya pengen nama filenya sama persis sama yang dia inginkan... perfecksionis. Tapi tadi bisa, thx God

neng udah bisa maen gitar lagu "Dalamnya Kasih-Mu Bapa" ma "Basuh Aku" tapi basuh aku mah belom lancar. haha
 
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