Before 30

what will i do before 30?
why is 30 so important?

i have nothing to prove. nothing to achieve.

a 30 yo woman told me "go fight for the one that u love!"

and what is love?

how could i fight for someone that i love when idk what love is?

okay.

lets say that i know what love is. so how to fight that thing?
bukan kah orang2 bilang "love will find the way" so why i have to fight then?

what if the one that i love doesnt love me back? masihkah aku harus berjuang untuknya?
what if he's with somebody else now? masih harus?
and what if .. ah too much!

and where do i start?

apa mulai dari say 'hi' yang mungkin cuman bakal di read doang?
mulai dari posting lagu2 tentang kita yang mungkin dia gapernah ngeh kalo itu tentang kita?
mulai dari bilang 'aku sayang kamu' sementara aku sendiri gayakin dengan arti 'sayang'?

you ARE going 30, Monday..
what will you do?
leave me alone?