Lost My Ambition

i thought i can fix everything by my own.
i'm old enough to do this and that
i'm old enough to say this and that
the fact, i'm just a 12 years old girl traped in 21.

when i met my giant, i tried to face it
i tried to stand and still
but at the end i ran

its too big and i were too tiny
its too big and i were too scared

when i tried to fix it by my self,
it's gettin worse and worse
and i ran

i never did somethin good in my life
i never achived somethin gorgeous in my life


i have no idea why He want me
what makes He thinks tht i can make somethin great for other ppl

i hate myself
its not easy to forgive myself
ppl around me force me to do the right things
they force me to say the right things
they force me to hold on

they dont want me to die
they said tht they love me
but this wound wont be healed


maybe they love to see me in this pain

FACE IT!
HOLD ON!
DONT DIE!
KEEP BREATHING!
they screamed so

whts wrong w me?!

i hate to say this, but i'm not good enough for You, G!
i'm not good enough for anyone.

i cant be a good sister
i cant be a good daughter
i cant be a good friend
i cant be a good employee
i cant be a good student
i cant be a good lover
i cant be a good me